10 yrs ago

If you were to ask me 10 yrs ago, where I wanted to be, I would have said, married, with kids. Where am I today? Married with kids. I wanted to have my first child at 24, even tho I started at 20... I did have my first child at 24. And here I am with a boy and a girl and a stay at home wife...go blessed. And a husband that I'm happily married to, even tho when I met him he was a lil man whore so I only saw him as a best friend who he was to me..my best friend, a person I could be true to..no lies, even tho I knew his girlfriends and the lies he told to them..but he would always come to my place afterward to hang with,,,as friends only,,,little did we know, when we were single one night..things would change, we became more then best friends, so glad that happened. now we have our perfect family.

No School ...For right now anyway

Well called and excused Jeremy from school for a month...it broke my heart. He loves school so much. I even called and told the bus not to come, but they still showed up..kind of like rubbing salt in the wound ya know. So now Im just going to practice with jer at home and see if he will let meee teach him. Usually he wont pay attention ..so we shall see.

This is my bliss

well its been a week since my little boy has been out of the hospital. THANK GOD! that day when the ambulance took her to the Childrens hospital....took me by awe. Watching him be poked and having to have oxygen 24/7....he was so strong..out of it, but strong. sundae, we were finally real eased. after me staying for four days and my husband staying for one. But my one day off i felt guilty the whole time and my daughter was sick so I ended staying up with her the whole night rather then having a good night sleep. I took her to urgent care the next morning for a cough and and ear infection. It never ends in my house hold. I hate the flu season. But tonight I sit here...late at night with my baby girl asleep with daddy and my lil siccky..now well...sitting next to me watching tv....this is my bliss.